argh.

I love people. I really do. Everyone who knows me, knows this about me. But sometimes, all the people with all their opinions, especially with their love and with their hate, just become a crowd for me to drown in… I can’t breathe. Too many people. Too many thoughts. I can’t hear my own. I have to talk aloud, to myself, among strangers, and among friends. People is the only thing that keeps me alive yet is very capable in killing me.