i am not a patient person.
when i can actually find something i want.
i can find a way to get it.
i like to play by the rules but have been known
to bend them from time to time, when it counts.
it is a way of saying i did not come here to lose.
i brush my teeth when i am upset.
i have too many moleskines i will never fill up.
i have not been that hungry lately.
this might not be pretty but i have got to find a way to fight, to beat the odds,
to prove to you i am worth it.
i am learning to keep my damn mouth shut,
to be quiet thing everyday even though its eating me up inside.
i will not say a word.
i am trying.
thx tinkerbelles :)