my dear best friend.

for whatever regrets that you have regarding myself, for whatever
knowledges you have about me that you decide to keep quiet
about them, for whatever dissapointments, hopes, desires and even
anger you have towards me...I decide to stay in my shoes as it is.

i wouldn't come to you anymore just for asking you things that you
don't want to talk about or just too bloody fucking scared to face
about us, about me, about you. i wouldn't bother to keep nagging
for answers that the questions already there for days. i have a life to
taking care of.

so, if you don't want to be part of my life anymore..just go away.

everything changes in life anyway. if you could be such a dear
friend to me yesterday, why couldn't you be the one that hates me
so much today?

have a honest and pretty life, Dear Friend...because that makes life
worth living for.


ps : thank you [totsy.] u are great.